This thing is pink..

Hurray for internet

2009-11-09T20:07:59Z

Oh I am overjoyed to let everyone know that I now have the internet! :D

It's so wonderful to be able to type from the comfort of my own room..

Life is moving at a steady pace. The end of the semester draws near which means toya will be studying for finals and preparing to sign up for classes again in the spring. Umm..yeah..annd that's about it. Hurray for graduating in the spring! Woot!! <3

Oh and I also chopped off all my hair. xD Nuuuu it was so long and luxurious!

I really need to learn how to post video's..

2009-10-04T20:38:37Z

because I most absolutely went to the zoo yesterday and have an up close video of the arangatang (sp?) eating it's poop..right in front of the glass..just...showing off to everyone.. xDDDD

I couldn't even laugh..i was so grossed out but like...just astounded that the ape was doing it..for the attention..

ANYWAYS!! Went to the zoo yesterday (with caitlyn) and 'twas very fun! We got Domo slurpee cups from 7-11 right outside the zoo and they have straws with little Domo figures on them!! I highly reccomend you guys grab one before they stop selling them!! Which reminds me..why is Domo so popular now all of a sudden? Like, what did he do to get so popular? Was there something I missed? Like..a TV show debut here or something? (I don't have decent cable x_X)

Oh and on another note, Rosetta stone is way too over priced. I borrowed it from a friend at school and I don't think it should retail the way it does. There are only four-five lessons on the first Level and they are about 30-45 minutes long each..but I guess that varies on your experience :D

I enjoy the kanji usage though..helps me out a bunch xD So yeah I recommend you BORROW than purchase! Unless you have $500 just laying around to spend on some language software!! <3

Why don't I update too?

2009-09-23T16:43:23Z

God I have been a busy lady! School started up again and I'm taking an Interior design class, and Western Civilization. Both are interesting and informative, but I enjoy the Design class most! Our final project is to design a room and our teacher will give us a budget and the dimensions when the time comes. But I started planning early :D It's actually more like putting together a design portfolio with samples and sketches than an actual project, but it's still pretty fun. I had a recent homework assignment that involved searching 22 companies online that specialize in furniture, architecture, and renovations for homes. You think you like IKEA? You should check this spot out: www.dwr.com/home.do There's actually a DWR in Bethesda so I'm thinking about taking a little trip out there to look around. :D

Caitlyn and I went clubbing for the first time together last Friday to the UltraBar in DC. It was fun until some guy kept following us around trying to dance with me when it was VERY OBVIOUS who I was dancing with.. =_=;; men just don't care..I think that's the last time we go to a straight club! xD

Life at home is still the same. Mom still isn't working but she's watching the kids maybe four days a week, and dad is never home. Ame (little kitty :3) keeps me company and wakes me up in the most random ways. This morning she tried cleaning my eyebrow x_X;; THAT felt weird xD Lol! Oh and work at the Home Depot is about to get a little challenging. New positions are opening up, and they are getting rid of the night shift, so now there will be more aprons on the floor. Blah blah..

So until something a tad bit more interesting happens..see you later!

Where oh where did toya go?

2009-07-12T18:50:08Z

She went absolutely no where... :D I'm still alive!

I've been Hella busy the past few months! (That's always my excuse isn't it?) But it's the truth..

So at long last, I have a car! I managed to win it for $99 dollars and was pretty fuckin happy about it. The Ford dealership across the street was having a serious car sale, and I decided to stay all night for the event. Well it paid off ^_^ I drove off the lot with a car for $99! (Well with tags and title it cost me $475, but you still can't get any better than that.) It's a 2000 Chrysler Cirrus, and had about 70,000 miles on it. Very nice automatic with comfy interior and wonderful CD player. Toya = Very happy! But I still have the miata so don't get worried about cute little red coke can car. I'm planning on fixing it up, and if I don't sell it, I'll have a nice summer car! Yay!

Next I got a promotion at Home Depot, so I'm no longer working on the front end. Instead I'm working in my own office in Book Keeping in the back of the store! Everyone makes little remarks about how I'm caged up, and it's partially true. ^_^ But once I started getting comfortable with counting the money, I'm finished with 4-5 hours left on my shift which means I have shit to do. SOoOoO that's why I had time for the update hehe! No Aim allowed though...or facebook...or..games.. *grumbles* Just certain sites that goes under the radar such as this one!

Catilyn and I are still together, finally at 1 year and nearly three months strong. :D It's been fun! But we are preparing ourselves for the fall semester again which means we are easily stressing each other out and whiney... xD But I love her..

Otakon is next week and I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY!! It will feel so good to run around with my Japan obsessed friends again and goof off in costumes ^_^ Oh the joys of anime conventions! *giddy dance*

My family is doing fine, but I lost my Grandmother back in June. But honestly I'm relieved it's all over. She had been suffering with stomach cancer for the past year so she's in a better place, and my father is such a strong man. He was there holding her hand when she took her last breath. I don't think I would've been able to hold it together.. But all is well except for the inner family drama between him and his siblings. My aunt Geraldine is stirring up all these issues because she's been sneaky..but I won't get into too much detail with that..I'll leave it on the note that no one wants to deal with her anymore..that psychotic bitch.. >_<

SO I'm looking forward to Dani's return home as well!! I've missed her so much OMG!! I just want to throw a big party for her and glue myself to her face so we can talk :3 But I don't think she will enjoy that so much..maybe if I glued Dwight to her face and just...talked at the same time..? Er..yeah..gonna leave that alone..ANYWAY I miss her and can't wait to welcome her home!!

Well I hope to update again soon!! <33

Here I come to save the dayyyy

2009-04-01T16:58:52Z

Hehe Actually I'm not saving anyone. Just decided to post!

Last month I Auditioned for America's Next Top Model! Didn't make it, only because this season is for girls that are 5'7 and a little bit under. But I will try again next year! It was crazy though, all those girls. @_@

Um..C and I are at 11 months. <33 1 year in April! Yay!

Still no car and..still working at Home Depot. However mom had an interview with the Home Depot in Pasadena and she just might...might get the job. At least that's what we're all hoping for!!

Other than those few things..nothing too major! I will take kitty to get her fixed on Friday :( she will be in lots of pain.

g2g! <3

Valentines is Right around the corner!

2009-02-10T19:01:34Z

I'm so excited! I can't wait to have the weekend with Caitlyn :3

It'll be just like new year, only with more lovey dovey stuff involved hehehe..

I'll update with pictures next time..(I swear!! I always say I'm gonna put pictures and I never do xD)

Am I ready for School again?

2009-01-29T21:16:31Z

I've been to UDC with Caitlyn two times this week and it's been a little refreshing. It's nice to be around other students and be able to observe them while they are studying or trying to add final touches to assignments. But it makes me wonder if I'm ready to dive back in. I'm very studious and what not, but not sure if I wanna be again. I hate school as a responsibility. It's so time consuming and expensive! But if I have any plans (and I do) on going back to Japan to study, I HAVE to finish school here. Even if it drives me crazy xD

But school isn't the only reason why I'm still here. Caitlyn has a lot to do with it as well. :3

I just..don't want to be so far away from her is all..and while I'm thinking about it, I applaud Dani and Dwight for making it while she's away. :3 They are my inspiration that's for sure! <3

Caitlyn knows how bad I want to go back. I just hope that we can keep things together when I'm away, and to be honest there's no reason why we wouldn't be able to. :D

I love and trust my relationship with her, so there's nothing to be worried about I'm positive!

webchika @ 2009-01-15T10:07:00

2009-01-15T15:09:00Z

Sometimes I don't even know what to write in this thing anymore. Its like the same things happen over and over to me. Things go well and then something silly happens between Caitlyn and I or I just mention little about work.

I guess my life has gotten pretty boring to talk about..

But I don't really feel bored. o_O Does that seem strange?

She and I spend so much time together that..I really don't know if I have friends anymore..at least friends that understand how serious we are.

I can only think of maybe two or three people that understand exactly what I'm going through and treat my relationship with her respectfully. Everyone else I know seems to be like "whaa whaa we don't hang out whaa whaa you spend too much time with her" when really..I'm trying to get my life straight.

After living on my own, I really didn't want to come back to living with my parents. But I have to in order to save some money and be able to move out on my own again. I don't know anyone that's responsible enough (at least no one has said anything) to move in with and share an apartment, so I'll have to get a one bedroom all to myself. Caitlyn can't move in with me yet because she has some other things to take care of so..that cancels that out.

So I guess I'm just going to say that..I haven't forgotten about my friends and I miss them so much. I'm not ignoring anyone, just trying to find my way, and that I hope that when things stable out, we can all hang out again.

:D So..Katsu anyone?

Annnnd so I'm here

2008-12-08T20:31:30Z

I moved in with my parents on Monday, and as much as I dreaded it at first, it turns out that it was a good idea.

:) Things are going well. I think mom and dad notice all the little changes that I've gone through when I moved out, and mom is kinda happy to have me back in the home. Only she's still not too keen on the whole Gay thing...but she will never really be, but as long as she doesn't treat Caitlyn differently, I don't have any problems.

So I have my Kitty Ame with me, and I'm paying my parents $250 a month. Then I'm forcing myself to drop every penny of my paychecks into the bank for the next 9 months. I need to save money and move out on my own, because I hate the rules my parents gave me. v_v No one can spend the night, but I can have company as much as I like. SO-Caitlyn and I can't sleep together anymore. Oh well..we'll have our own beds together one day. <3

Ame is very very affectionate now. :) I'm pretty sure she's happy that she has more space to roam around, but she follows me everywhere like a puppy! It's so cute and I'm so glad to have her back!

But the sucky thing is, this morning my car died. ;_; My clutch, is gone..v_v There goes the christmas shopping money...*cries*

Still no home

2008-11-25T17:11:17Z

I've been searching for about a solid month now and still no luck at finding another place. x_X So I ended up making a phone call with my parents and discussing the possibility of moving back in with them..

I lose..v_v Maaaaaaan I really don't want to move back in with them. Especially since I know they will have all these lame rules (mostly about Caitlyn). But I could use the room, and the ability to save money. However I told dad that since mom isn't working, it would probably be a bit of relief if I stayed and paid some rent. So I offered them 250-300$. That and I'll also be cleaning regularly. The only thing that I'm worried about though is if the owner of the house will allow my cat. ;_; Jennifer can't watch her anymore, and I'm really starting to miss her around. Plus I'm making more money which will make it easier for me to take care of her properly. ^o^ She needs some shots and to get fixed.

On another note, today makes seven months that I've been with Caitlyn, and she's currently mad at me..;_; But we always seem to have a bit of a fight right around our anniversary as sad as that may sound. So I'm hoping that we can walk away from this stronger as we've been doing before, and grow together the way we both want to.

It's back to the cash register for me! :D It's kinda cool having access to computers at my job!

Right when things were getting comfy

2008-10-30T17:08:15Z

As usual..when things calm down and start to look good, something happens to smack you in the face.

Both of my room mates will be leaving the states for over seas by the end of the year which means Toya will need to find another home! >_<

Damn damn damn! I JUST got comfy...

Chad is going to Iraq in January (He cried all night when he found out) and Maja is going to Korea at the end of December.

I have some numbers that I'm going to call and set up some meetings with people, and hopefully they won't mind having the cat. o_o There's actually a guy that works at Home Depot with me who has a room for rent, and sounds like a good catch. Only he's offering a room a little out of my price range. >.o

This really sucks because unless it's under 500$ I can forget going to school again for the spring.

Why can't someone just create a damn money tree already?!

Ho hum life is good!

2008-10-11T15:30:42Z

So my new job at the home depot is promising and in progress. ^o^ I don't get my first paycheck till the 17th, but life will be much easier in this house with the new job and I'll have some extra cash for myself to save for once. I'm so excited about it! Christmas will be a bit more enjoyable now than my last and I'll finally be able to do some work on the Miata. Oh and lets not forget that I'll be able to finish out school once my finances stack up.

Now that I've chatted up the good news, I guess I'll add a few details about the job. I'll be working as a Cashier in the front and Garden sides of the store! But the awesome part about it is that all I will be doing is ringing people up and getting them out. That's it. No dealing with shipment, or stocking, or alphabetizing! Well maybe the occasional cleaning around the register and pointing customers in the right direction once I learn where everything is, but that's no sweat! ^_^ I'm so glad I left that damn CD store. I work four days a week but nothing under 32 hours, and on certain weeks depending on how the others work I'll get 40 hours. Oh and the other special thing is that I get Saturdays off. Period. :D Woo!! But not Sunday...bleh..Oh well!

Hurray!

I QuiT!

2008-09-30T17:40:42Z

I Quit FYE biznatches!! >D

Now Employed at Home Depot making three dollars more and 32-40Hrs a week!

So Shove it DANA!! D< FYE sucks!!! <333 BEST BUY ALL THE WAY..

Oh wait...they are my competitors now.. >.>;;

..Damn..

Yay for an update!

2008-09-19T18:32:01Z

HA! I really don't have too much to update about since life is just the same day repeated a few times a week..

But maybe I will give a few details about it.

Life. IS...complicated? Everyone knows that though. FYE won't bump me up as a part time manager, at least not right away. Apparently I'm at the bottom of the list for two write ups I received earlier this year when we had two bad shops. I don't think I'm going to push myself anymore. I can feel myself deciding to put in my two weeks very soon. :( So I applied to Home Depot like my step sister said xD

The job with tenbu productions as I mentioned in my last post, wouldn't really be a job at all. At the interview the president explained to me that they only had enough room for volunteer work and wouldn't be able to pay me for my ideas/services till a few months down the line...Yeah I don't think so..Life is hard right now and Honestly, I don't think anyone has any time to do anything for free.

I'm still waiting on JRock Revolution though..I'm thinking they will slide me into their marketing department and my chances are looking really good! <33

Life in Ft Washington has been crazy! Chad and Kevin broke up so now Kevin moved out, and because I was closer to Kevin, home doesn't really feel the same. I joke around with everyone, but mostly I just spend time with Caitlyn goofing off in the room :D

I ended up skipping out on the DC Japanese classes, but will be picking up some software for the computer. x_X I don't wanna forget everything!! Hehe!

OH and MIYU:

I saw the video's you posted! xD You are so funny!! Lolol!! I forgot ALL about that song!! They sound like Alvin and the Chipmunks!!! O__O asjdflkAJWEKJF

Good times..good times..<333 Love you guys!

webchika @ 2008-08-29T13:13:00

2008-08-29T17:26:38Z

Man they really need to get better internet at the house..

So I've been pretty good! Just trying to sit on stable ground but having a little trouble because I'm so poor. I talked to Dana (My manager at FYE) About getting me a part time management position so that I could get a pay raise. However it has to go through district first, and I'm not entirely sure how long that will take. But Dana said that if I don't hear from Linda (District) by Monday that maybe I should start making some phone calls.

Hopefully they can raise me up to 10$ which would really help out with rent and saving some cash for me to finish up school. :3

I'm supposed to be starting Japanese classes again in DC to keep it straight if I get the Job with Tenbu Productions, cause I'll be working with some jpop stars (not sure who just yet). They already have a interpreter, but I'm female and he's male so for them, it means more flexibility. :D

It's been a month since I've seen my cat and from what my friend says, she's getting bigger and a bit more obedient. I really miss my kitty, and if I choose to stay where I'm staying, I can't take her back..so I think I might have to get her a new home. Problem is, I don't know anyone that's really looking for a cat, and I don't wanna put her up for adoption. ;_; She's MY baby..

However I'm sure I'll work things out somehow. Maybe dad will find a place (this is a gray area) and they will keep the kitty for me if she behaves..and I come clean after her xD hahaha!

webchika @ 2008-08-17T10:37:00

2008-08-17T14:43:18Z

My house is full of rainbows xD

So far living with friends has been pretty good. I've heard some crazy sex going on in the shower and have helped them bring in over 130$ worth of groceries every week. Hehe my roomies can eat!

The room is coming along rather nicely and the more time I spend here the more I want to stay..

But it seems a little out of the question because my dad claims to have found a house. Where I do not know, but for now I am living:

10507 Thorne Drive
Fort. Washington MD
20744

:D Anyone wanna send me mail feel free! I would write back! With crayons I swear! <3

Aside from all the moving jumbo I've been good. ^o^ However I do miss all my friends from the convention! I had a blast for only going for two days hehe. AUSA here I come!

Moving in and the kitty has a home!

2008-08-02T15:26:02Z

It felt so nice to walk into a room and see one bed that is mine to sleep on and have personal space once again.

To everyone that has their own room, be grateful..be very very grateful! I am so happy ^0^

But the room smelled like Vinegar for some reason... o_O So I put a air freshener on the window sill to freshen the stale space hehe! :3 All my stuff is there except for the laptop, a few blankets, a couple pairs of clothes i needed for the rest of the weekend, and my toiletries. But all that will change tomorrow morning! <33

Jenn agreed to keep the cat for a month at her place which made me very happy! But she lives about an hour away so I won't be able to see kitty but for maybe once a week or once every two weeks now. ^o^ Thanks to anyone else who commented, I really appreciate your concern <33 Thanks for your help!

I will post pictures as soon as I get some new batteries and put everything into place!

Haha I always say I'm gonna post pictures and it takes me forever to do so :3

HUGE FAVOR

2008-07-31T15:22:40Z

I don't wanna give up my cat..

Anyone wanna take care of her for a month?

I'll buy the food and kitty litter..she can pee on her own i swear!!

She just needs company, the edge of the bed to nap on, and some play time :3

I can't keep her where I'm moving... ;_;

Please comment!! <333

OH and actually it can be anyone that you know that might like the company of a furry feline >3 if you can't!

Thanks!!

Hurray for finding a place!

2008-07-30T14:59:34Z

So I'll be moving in with two friends of mine (Kevin and Chad) In oxon hill by Sunday!

I'm really excited because that means that I'll finally have a little bit of privacy and I'll have a place for me and Caitlyn to just be us and be together. ^o^

But I'm really sad to say that I'll have to put Ame in someone elses care for a month and two weeks. v_v I really don't want to take her somewhere else, but I have to do it just for a little while..I'm gonna miss my kitty..v_v

They are charging me $350 a month which is a pretty damn good deal for me right now considering I don't have to pay for anything else, and I can pretty much come and go as I please. Hehe <3

I promise to put up pictures of my place asap!

Oh and Otakon is still happening! :D Only for Saturday and Sunday though hehe! <33

Finally leaving the hotel?!!?

2008-07-29T14:47:53Z

Could this be it?! Could we finally be leaving this closed space for good?

Mom and dad informed me on Sunday that by this Sunday (Which is one week) I need to find another place to live, or stay with my brother for about a month to two months. Dad wants to check out and save some cash to get a place finally, which is exciting. But that just means that I don't know if Otakon is going to happen for me because I need money to pay rent somewhere..;_; DAMN

Anywho, so I might snag abishai's room that's available, or move in with Jessica in her spare bedroom..

SO All of this right around the corner before I start school is some butt..v_v I mean..damn..what am I gonna do..

Dad is going to take a one week vacation in north carolina and then come back and bunk with lavelton till we can save enough money.

Full Swing..

2008-07-19T16:16:49Z

Why does life have to kick in now? I mean..I was having so much fun with my summer till Caitlyn reminded me that we would have to get back to real life pretty soon. v_v

I sat here today and tried to work out my schedule for the fall between both my Japanese classes and CSM and it stressed me out..

I was reminded of the money that I don't have that I need and the worries of my eligibility. @_@

Christ.

And now that my job is kinda floating around above me I don't know if I'll be keeping it for long, and I need money for gas if I'm gonna drive back and forth to metro every week. ;_;

What to do what to do...

webchika @ 2008-07-11T11:05:00

2008-07-11T15:35:55Z

Hehe okay I give in. I guess I'll do a little update on me ^_^

Life is bubbling all over the place!

First: Mom finally came home from North Carolina and she quit the job she had there..But she's waiting to get her old job back once the summer is over. However, things between us arn't as smooth as I would like them to be. She's treating me like I'm a different person, almost like she doesn't know me anymore. My parents have sworn up and down all my life that they know me so, it shouldn't have surprised them so bad right?

Second: Caitlyn and I are doing really really well. We barely argue, and she just started working at Up against the Wall in the mall here last night. ^_^ I am so happy that she is working now, which means her parents will get off her back, but at the same time I am a little afraid. With her working, it exposes her to different people and women that have already been eye humping her xD She told me last night that as soon as she walked into work the girls were approaching her from every corner. I was kinda excited about that though because she doesn't have much self confidence. She's gorgeous and with other people reminding her, maybe she can love herself a bit more. Haven't we all heard the phrase "you must love yourself before you can love another"? :D

Third: I'm totally going to find a new job. Everything with the company is just bull. Suddenly we have all these restrictions with friends and loved ones. Like, they can't come into the store and purchase things while we are working. Even I can't go in on my days off apparently..I can only go into the store, when I'm working and buy things or even pick up my paychecks. It's stupid..=_=;;

Fourth: I decided not to go to Japan this fall. I really need to just finish school here so I don't have to worry about returning to it and I can actually spend comfortable time there when I go again. ^_^ I'm just going to admit myself into some classes in DC to keep it all fresh till I go back, and that way I can be even close to Caitlyn when she goes to school. But this fall i think I'm going to seek help with student loans to grab some cash..I could really use it that's for sure!! <3

Fifth: My hair is short! :D Caitlyn cut it all off and it's really comfy :3 I'll post pictures later! Fwaha

Things are picking up now..

2008-06-25T18:47:08Z

Since the last outburst post, Caitlyn and I have spent the past two days together and it's been great. I get the feeling that she is genuinely happy with me and I feel the same way about her. It was rough what she put me through, but like I told her "The good times outweigh the bad all the time.." But that doesn't mean I won't forget what it felt like to be pushed so close to the edge.

I spent the whole day today inside relaxing, just waiting to go to work at six and it's been nice. ^o^ Just chillin with my kitty and watching anime. I think I might take a nap before doing my hair and heading out. Today was just a me day, me doing what I wanted and spending time on the computer. I need to catch up with a few people that haven't been reading this, but they are never online! Oh well, i'll see them soon enough ;)

webchika @ 2008-06-04T01:59:00

2008-06-04T06:07:56Z

The past two nights have been very interesting with Dad away in the Carolina's! Since he was gone I took advantage of the time and had a slumber party last night with Caitlyn, Jessica and Kenny. It was good fun that started with me getting off work, picking up my lady and then eating ice cream cake in the room while listening to Fannypack.

Lately we've been having these ice cream cake spells so it's what we eat like whenever the four of us hang out, so it was pretty damn tasty.

Next morning we woke up to housekeeping and then got dressed after deciding to spend the day in DC! Caitlyn and I had been wanting to go spend time in DC for the longest time and today was a good day for it if you cancel out the rain that started right when we got comfy in Georgetown! >.< I originally wanted to visit a few museums, but since we got there so late we shopped around dupont, china town, and then georgetown.

We found ourselves slipping in and out of Gay/Lesbian book/toy stores quite often and then a few brand name stores. I ended up scoring two shirts from H&M courtesy of Caitlyn simply because she liked the way they looked on me (Pic's later) and we ate alot of food xD

But over all it was a good time ^o^ I learned so much about the gay community from her and the stores today that it was crossing my mind repeatedly. I've never really stopped to think about homosexuality and I gotta say it must be really hard to deal with!

I can't wait to go back to DC and do s'more shopping! Especially since I got my Stimulus check today!! <33333 $$$$!!

I've been freakin out all week..for nothin..xD

2008-05-31T16:07:43Z

This has been one of the longest craziest weeks I've had in a while.

Sunday I managed to get kicked out of the hotel, or at least dad wanted me out since he found out that I had a girlfriend. (My parents never knew about it until now so..things are different between them). He nearly walked in on me and Caitlyn uh..so I had to rush to the door. But my parents arn't dumb so..yeah he kicked me out or he wanted me gone at least so I made plans for the coming Thursday to take out stuff from storage.

Monday I went to work after Caitlyn dropped me off and then she dropped the bomb that she was going to New York to stay with an ex girlfriend till Friday. O_O I was really floored. Mostly because she said she would help me on Thursday to get my stuff from storage so I thought she was kinda dippin out on my plans to hang out with ex-girlfriend in NY. ;_; She later sent me a text message that she needed time to breathe or space and the entire month we were hanging out she never once mentioned needing space, so I felt a little hurt. I told her that I wouldn't message her much since she needed time and I wanted her to relax, but at the same time I was really upset and wanted to talk to her.

Tuesday I worked and then went to hard times with Jessica and Aiesha! I didn't drink but it was still a blast. I sang a few songs, did some line dancing and just goofed off with everyone that I saw there. Still I clung to my phone though and she ended up sending me a message but it was very brief and almost cold sounding. v_v But I looked at it as some ray of hope that things were going to be okay when she got back.

Wednesday Jessica and I got some exercise playing Tennis at the courts outside of her house which was good for us both! Then after that I worked and went to Red Robin with Lindsay, Jin and Reannda for dinner. It was good! My first time having the burger with the egg on it, and I accidentally tugged on one of lindsay's hair's thinking it was a stray hair....>_> whoops..

Thursday was supposed to be storage day but dad wouldn't let me go. After sunday he spent the rest of the week kissing my ass from what he said and how he had been acting but he still won't understand my feelings. So I hung out with Dani, Nicki and Maria for the evening and we ended up picking up some alcohol and had a mini party!! During the party I got a message from Caitlyn saying that she missed me which made me feel way better and the drunk in me to giggle and fall back in relief!

Yeah Nikki in the shower rocks!

Dani must be one o'them freaks at the club xD I was just looking at a PV or somethin and next thing you know she's jammin behind me xD

But here's the four of us just chillin and kickin it with puckers. <3

So Finally Friday. The big day for Caitlyn to come home. I went to work and got a text when she got home which asked for me to drop off her CD she special ordered with my company. I was so excited! I couldn't wait to see her, but then again I kinda dreaded it since I wasn't sure what to expect, but she greeted me with open arms and we talked about our week away from each other. Later on she apologized for leaving and said it was rude, and as much as I wanted to say "Yes it was" I just shook my head and kissed her. The time apart made me realize exactly how strongly I feel for her, and she said the same. Apparently she bugged her friend in NY all week about me thinking that I was really upset and because of her pride she didn't want to message me. But she missed me just as much and wanted to hear from me.

So to wrap it up, my week was full of several different emotions. I was angry, lonely, drunk, wildin out, and somewhat eager for it to come to an end. I'm so glad that things worked themselves out and we just might stay here for a little while longer.. ^_^